todAe i haVe been thinking of lots of things man...oso dunno how to say out...haiZ....duNno whether to be sad,angrI or happi...haiz...she had a new bF liaO...why doesn't she wan to telL mi??till i found out myself...haIZ...am i still her best frend??or jus normal frend..tats all...haIZ..really can't stop thinking...whEn i knew tt matter,i am really very very saD...cuZ maybe i am the last one to know abt it and not the first one...haiZ...i think i shoUld not be angri anyway...cuz this is none of my business wat...i can't stop her frm having bf mah...its heR own choice...whY should i botheR abt it so much lehz??sincE she doesn't wan mI to know..theN let it be lO..i can pretend nt tO know anything de...haIz...buT...nw feelinG reallY depressed and quite sad osO...don wat to do....caN anyboBy helP mi...haIz..
nW..the concert is only twO dayS away...anD tml is the fuLl dress rehersL..realLy feeling very anxious sia...haiZ...hoPe it will go welL...gonna gO le...buaIz... :(

Jane Tay
Desire to escape from reality